“He’s avoiding me because he thinks he hurt me. You put your hands in your pockets and rocked back on your heels. His car was parked in front of the house, so if he wasn’t there he was out hunting. Edward answered the door when you knocked. Still, you remembered the way and drove straight there. You’d only been to the Cullen house a couple of times as you lived alone and Jasper preferred spending his time at your place. You weren’t afraid of him and he wasn’t going to chase you off regardless of what he did. You wanted the sweet Jasper, the angry Jasper, the broody Jasper. Too busy worrying about his part of it to realize that you wanted every bit of him. Feeling guilty over the smallest of bruises or hurt feelings. Done letting him determine the pace of your relationship. Jasper had already been gone and now you hadn’t seen or talked to him in over a week. They hadn’t hurt beyond a dull ache and you’d smiled at the reminder of the night before.
#Twilight jasper x reader lemon fanfic full
The last time the two of you had slept together, you’d woken in the morning with two hand-shaped bruises on your hips and a neck full of love bites. Did he really think you wouldn’t notice the hours spent without breathing, the lack of a heartbeat in your ear when you cuddled in bed? Or that you’d think there was a perfect explanation for why he didn’t eat or drink for days at a time? As far as you knew, he thought you still ignorant of what he truly was. He’d hunt when he was gone, so he wasn’t so tempted when he returned to you. No note, no goodbyes and no indication of when he’d return.
One of his hands would inevitably move to play with your hair until you drifted to sleep.īut then you’d wake one morning and he’d be gone. His cold arms would wrap around you while you rested on his chest. Those stretches of time when the two of you had nothing to escape to in the world and you’d lay under the sheet talking about everything and nothing at the same time.
The mere thought of him disappearing from your life completely left you breathless and heart broken.Īnd when he found his way back to your bed, you’d give anything to stay wrapped up in him for days. As much as his indecisiveness hurt, you were unable to give him up. It was confusing and left your head in a constant state of chaos. He came and went, always trying to push you away and the next day swearing he’d never leave you. That’s what your relationship with Jasper Hale was. The Jasper above is my own prettier version. Warnings: I don’t think so? mentions of sex?Ī/N: Celebration Summer #3.
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